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Knowing what you want. 

That can be tough to know, especially when not really having the experiences in life itself to be an expert. "YOU are young" many people remarked after discovering my age.  "That should give you plenty of time to make up your mind of what you want to choose in life."

Well.... what if we don't?  

What if, the very next day, I died from a natural cause of death. Or from a car accident or a tragic event that is unpredictably from the norms of daily lives.

Will you still tell me that I'm young and still have time? 

 

I always feel like I need to be doing something... and not JUST anything but relating to being productive and life changing experience.  Yes, I am in a university.  Sad to say, I am growing tired and sick of it and yet it's a "need" that is required of us before enabling us to get the best job that we can find. 

Random side note: I hate seeing so many people just sitting around surfing the internet and looking downward to their technology and not making the efforts to meet people in PERSON.  We are loosing people skills really fast.   

Being one of the current "young" generation who is also waiting for something to happen that would relate to the cause of a big life time change in life,  I am making the changes slowly.  With each step of the way, I am working on conquering my fear of Fear itself. There are things that are good, better and best to do in the daily activities that we faced to help determine the life course it is creating for us. 

I got the good stuffs, and some better.  Let get the BEST.    Let us prepare now so we wouldn't have the fear when opportunities come knocking on our doors.  Let us be ready to jump into action when the call comes so we can do many things that we know we are capable to achieved.

Let us encourage and help each other get our dreams.  This is after all,  a bumpy roller coaster ride. 

Stated, that one college student

It's that time again

It's that time again for all ages everywhere, or at least all over USA.  It's time for....

 SCHOOL

*Insert your own emotion*!!?!?!?!!!

The one word that most people dreaded, moaned or even enjoyed to hear!  It have been required and a much needed to GET for good jobs... like literally, GOOD jobs (along with YEARS of experiences).  It's a piece of paper known as a DEGREE, and in various forms such as AA, AS, BA, BFA and BS. (No, not the slang word that people used at times, the actual word itself)  If you even consider continue to even MORE schooling,  there's the MA, MS or heck, let even go to the PHD and SO MUCH MORE titles to the paper itself.  Let show everyone in the world of how "smart" we are to get it.

Really though, it could be possible all through high school (back in the days) that we could be staring at each other's papers and just copying it off.  I mean... that's what we are doing through Google, Bing, Facebook Twitter and Pinterest, etc, etc, etc of many other websites that helped us out whenever we have a paper to type last minute for a class the next day.  That would requires a quite bit of researching and new ideas, right???

Colleges and Universities however, may be different.   JUST a bit.  We could be taught to think for ourselves, if picked a right professor who allows us to express daily of how we THINK, SEE, FEEL, TASTE and SMELL at the wonders around us constantly and not be criticized of how wrong we may be with the new-found ideas.

Otherwise, we got all these expensive books that make us pay right from our pockets when we are scrabbling trying to make do with rent, food and barely enough for clothing to cover our bodies and feet.  Maybe that really doesn't matter in the end, since we have mixture pressures of being a person of SUCCESS, having a certain live that is outlined by professors and experts who did researches after researches, proving of the reasons why some lives are like that way due to not followed to the code of honor.

HHMMM... is something wrong here?   I dunno.  All I know for sure is...  I'm going back into school to complete MATH and push it out of the way.  Like... NOW.   CIAO!

Not Ready To Grow Up Yet!

As I was sitting here in this big of a house of mine... alone, with 2 dogs and a bird to care for like a week.  I suddenly realized that I am not ready to be fully responsible.  I don't want to have to care and run a house yet.

 I'M NOT READY!!!!

As much as marriages are happening around me month by month with lovers comes and goes... I am pretty content with where I'm at.  Poor college girl, living at home to make ends meet and attending school to make dreams possible.  

Just.... right now, I'm no where near ready to get married, have babies and care for a house and 2 dogs and a bird.

  I'm still a girl at heart with a curiosity for everything  :)

Recently, I've went to a nightclub for girls night out and I rode an electronic bull named "Hurricane Bill" for the first time ever in my life.  For those who don't quite understand what it does, it's a fake bull that a person sit on and hold onto the bull with one hand and the other hand up in the air.  The goal is to stay on the bull as long as you can possible stay on without falling off the bull.  I did it 2 times, first time, 52 seconds.  Second time... 67 seconds --  I did pretty dang good if I say so myself!!  That time remains as others went to try to beat the time.  SO PROUD OF MYSELF    

**My reward? I became really sore on the 3rd day after the ride.  Still worth it! ** 

Pushing yourself to be the best that you can be

The following images show a bit of what is pending on my thoughts lately:

and last but not least

So why do we let fear and doubts block ourselves from accomplishing the things we've always wanted to do while we were young and entering into adulthood?
Is it because of the pressure of needing money to get there? Unnecessary responsibilities that we didn't want to accept upon ourselves?  Maybe for some of us, we starts to feel too lazy or uptight and not wanting to wait until the time is right to act.  Maybe it's hard to know what course of action to take upon!

There are various of reasons for each of us that prevent us from proceeding with our dreams.  However, for me,  I really don't know what EXACTLY I really want to do with myself...  yet.

Hence this quote is what I discovered while surfing through Pinterest site:

Mm, who knows what will happen down the road for me...  maybe a new adventure is waiting for me around the bend as I work on completing school.  It's a thought worth thinking about.  Things are still up in the air as I determine the courses of life to take.

As this concludes ....

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime...

I have been reminded of this by a recent experience:


Thanks for Being Part of My Life

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.

When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.  When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly.  They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually.  They may seem like a godsend, and they are. 

They are there for a reason you need them to be.  Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.  Sometimes they die.  Sometimes they walk away.  Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. 

What we must realize is that our need have been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.  They move on. 

When people come into our life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.  They may bring something to teach you or something you have never done. They usually give you something and it is real!

But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.  your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (anyway); and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.

It is said that love is blind, but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life.

~Unknown

This quote is so true.  We may not realized it, but this is happening everywhere all the time.  It is remarkable of how far we truly go in life and do this to people that we may not even realized it's one of the three!!!  I am really grateful for the relationships along with the experiences that I've had, the GOOD and the BAD.

Introduction to ME

Thoughts of Jade,  which is going to be so random and yet that's the adventure of it!
So much have already happened over the summer of 2013!

With the recent events, some things had caused me to stop and think of what I am currently doing and of what I need to do make the changes to become the best ME in the near future.  (more posts on that later)  This blog is just going to be the travels of my thoughts with the experiences and learning points throughout my life that I will be posting randomly from time to time.

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